♥ ShOOTing ♥

Today I went TUDM, Jugra Banting for shooting together with my schoolmates. (about 30 students took part in this activity but most of them were Malay students. Only all TS boys + 1 Banting kia + 4 TS girls included me were Chinese students. I was surprising that my MUET teacher brought her 3 children there too.) It sounds pretty cool and challenging yet this was my 1st time to join this game.

Before the game start.....

This picture is merely blur.
( This is not the real gun yet it was operated with air pressure and produced high momentum.)

The gun was light when you held it with both your hands but when you aimed the target with only your right hand, you will found out that your hand was shivering uncontrollable.

I took this picture secretly~
nice shot??

This was my result ^^
I was so proud as I was the only girl who able to shot at the middle black spot.
(My MUET teacher said she was my coach because she taught me the poses and skills when aiming the target.)

p/s: I want to apologize to Hui Ngor that she bought a cake for me and I always have unpredictable reason so can't eat that cake together from Saturday until today. SORRY GIRL~ We will eat the cake tomorrow ^^ promise*

I am happy to make friends with you guys.
I am proud of you with your faithful heart.
I enjoyed the precious time we having together.
Muacksss~ ^^
I love you~

✖ Omen?? ✖

There was many moths in my home since last week. Generally, elderly with Chinese's custom will says that moths represent our ancestors' souls. My mum is pious to her religious yet has a tendency towards superstition. That is why she prohibited us to kill moths or disturb them.

That night I found out that moths appeared about 20++ at once and I was walking in and out of my house yet busy escaping them in my house since I can't touch them or hurt them. The next day, I was chatting at 6A8 as usual suddenly our topic turned into moths in our village. After comparing with them, I realized Tanjong Sepat was already surrounded by moths last night. My friend's house even had about 30++ moths that night and he was enjoying kill the moths with his weapon - badminton racket.

This was the nearest distance I had been with a moth before.


That night I was busy capturing their pictures too.
haha...What the hell I always doing such stupid thing instead of study...sigh..

I heard some rumors about moths in the legend of my village. It was long time ago, that time also had the same situation similar to the circumstance now. Someone told me that the WORLD WAR 2 happened right after the appearance of moths in great quantities in our village. Thus, there are many predictions saying that 22/07/2009 which is tomorrow will be the end of the world. swt~ What I get from the news is tomorrow will have solar eclipse.

I would like to make a wish here. I wish tomorrow will not be the end of the world because I still have a lots of things waiting for me to complete them. I not yet celebrating my coming birthday with my lovely friends and I feel happy to know F5 students in my school. Although I am the oldest among them, we can still stick together with lots of jokes and laughter.

p/s: I am super duper regret that I can't manage to buy a piece of cake in Secret Recipe for myself this evening.

I do appreciate my life.
I not yet make my life
more colorful~
more joyfulness~
more happiness~
more sweetness~
I not yet find my true love,
the only one in my life~

✖ Anonymous ✖

He gave me RM150 this afternoon.

I returned the money to him.

She cut the master card into pieces.

He took out a letter.

NO quarrel

NO war

Calm and Peaceful...

Make no senses on what I am talking about?

Then just forget about it~

What was going on?
What the hell I am roaming for??
Toddle like a young child~

Money can buy everything
but not faithful love
as what he did~
I do love you ~
I am proud of you~

✖ E-M-O-ING✖

Hello friends, what are you guys doing right now? I have many draft in my blog list yet I lazy to complete them tonight. I think they may take a long time for me to post them up here. Anyway, I always wish that I can write more attractive articles here to share something different with you guys.

I was thinking deeply alone in front of my laptop and I had a conclusion that I always been a happy girl in front of others yet I seldom share my sadness with others. I am wondering why this will be happened? May be I am LEO so I won't share bad things due to my stupid reputation? May be I have low self-esteem? May be I am pretending to act as a strong woman? May be I have communication difficulty to express myself? Who knows?? The only thing I know is that in others' eyes ,I am a smart girl who always fooling around and relaxing without harassment. I prefer to bring happiness to others rather than grumble at them.

I have been long time never hang out with my gang~ I do miss them very much~ Even if I want to meet my best buddy, Swei through internet also seen like a difficult task since she is so busy with her stuff. By the way, I am chatting with another best buddy, Say Er right now. I have asked her what kind of title will be more attractive and how to make my articles more interesting. She asked me whether I want to write about love, studies, life or money. I make no senses with them but I was surprised with the ideas that she gave me and those words had entertained me in this moment. I would like to share all of them here :

~Love is bullshit. Emotion is bullshit. I am a rock. A jerk. I'm an uncaring asshole and proud of it.~

~A lot of women don't know how to vent and deal with emotions.~

~Nothing vivifies, and nothing kills, like the emotions.~

~Words are impotent to describe certain emotions.~

~Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.~

p/s: I purposely ask her to give me more phrases so that i can put them here covertly.

Sometimes mum is great,
while silence shows peaceful,
may be this is the only way for me
to calm down and
keep me apart from
hubbub and rumor.

✖ Perturbation ✖

I feel so uneasy right now.

One and a half hour later then I can get my MUET result either through sms or internet.

What am I hestitating here?

"Bybae, just pick up your cellphone and key in you IC number then send it to get the result!"

This is what my brain asking me to do so but my heart is too scared to face the reality =.='

I am pondering that should I sms to get my result tonight or wait the letter tomorrow or few days later?

(I think I want to try the feeling of the moment I hold the letter on my hands and the second I look into my result. It will be very nervous+challenging yet I wish I would not faint or unconscious after I look at my result.)

p/s: I know it's too late if I wish right now but I sincerely wish that god will bless me~
p/s 2 : I can feel that I did badly in my MUET paper and I feel embarrassing to get my result.

Bybae always used to be
in the eleven hour ,
she will just worrying
whenever the matter is
getting nearer to her....

Take a deep breath
Smile ^^
Everything will be okay~

♥ Jetty Karaoke ♥

Well, I want to write something about my Malacca trip again yet I really feel tired and lazy to blog. Thus, it would be pretty short and I want to introduce you all a nice place for youth like us to play or rock and roll at night~cheers~

Normally, I will planning to study or revise my homework during my weekends but I had neither do any of them. It is irony that I always spend my weekends with many entertainments instead of study at home. This week my timetable was fulled from Friday to Sunday. I followed my dad to Klang after school on Friday and I had spent a fruitful afternoon with him.

On Saturday morning, I went breakfast with my dad again at about 8am. When we having our breakfast I asked him to accompany me go pasar pagi but he rejected me and asked me to go myself. I was so happy that after we finished our breakfast he fetched me go pasar pagi. At last I bought nothing because the thing I want to buy is not sold in there but my dad bought 2 packs of " zhu chang fen" which cost RM 3 each. I strongly recommend that it tastes nice and it is convenient where you don't need to store it inside refrigerator but under room temperature for 2 to 3 days without its cover opened.

On Saturday afternoon, my family and I started my journey to my grandma house and we had our lunch at Thai restaurant near our village. It took about 2 hours to reach our destination so I had a short nap in the car. My youngest aunt sms me before I reached Malacca asking when I will reach my grandma house. She asked me whether I want to follow her go somewhere at night and obviously I said YES~!

It has been long time we had not been visiting our grandparents since one month ago. I miss them very much and I was informed that my grandma is getting weaker as we need to discuss about her medical expenses. Anyway, I was surprised that it is the first time I saw my uncle in the kitchen. He was learning cooking skill from my grandma due to the power of love. *so sweet~*

On Saturday night, I followed my uncle with his new car went to Jetty Karaoke. I don't know what is the name of that area but I think I merely remember the only way from my grandma house to the destination. There were so many pub and disco crowded with teenagers and adults. We met my uncle and his friends outside the karaoke where they are couple while that guy is the son of my uncle's boss. They are both quite young but older than me may be 3 to 4 years. His gf wore a black sexy dress while I was just wearing a long jeans and shirt with my jacket because I ain't prepared at all. =.="

I think the most attracting incident that vividly in my mind was the circumstance when we were queued outside the k-box. I was rather vague when we waited along the line. Suddenly I heard a horn coming nearer and a car which always seen in gold club approaching us. Then, we sat on it and the driver fetched us along the wide corridor and I could see the billiards room on our left hand side and the night view of Malacca on our right hand side.

The car stopped in front of the counter of the karaoke and we get into our k-box because some already reached and sang inside the room. The room is similar to green box but our room has a big window on the right so we could enjoy the sea view at night there. I am the youngest among them and I think this was the first time I sang alone and sing k together with so many strangers. >.<" Anyway, I felt glad to know a funny uncle, 2 guys and 2 girls. *whispering* That 2 guys are my uncle's boss's sons and they are both quite good-looking but the worst is they both smoking. wasting~

I was shivering of cold when I was in,
I was warming hot with my singing,
I was shy and I sang soft uncomfortably,
I melt and I started to get high,
I sang it out loudly and I felt relieved,
That's why I love to sing k.

✖ Contemplation ✖

身本无一物,

何必惹尘埃.

What had you understood?
To stay free...
May be this is the reason~

I hardly persuade myself,
are we going to be like
' touch and go'~
I don't know...
What a palpable lie...