Friday, November 6, 2009

✖ Gloomy ✖

What can you perceive upon this picture?
motor, dog and the child solely.

Just now I received a phone call from someone. He asked me where am I now and I answered him I am home yet you guys guess what did he speak to me? "Why you never strolling in town today?So "guai" back home so early?" All right!! I do know I have no good impression to outsiders. I have neither pretty face, sweet voice, warm smile nor slim body. I always think I am live for myself but not survive to others so I must be a optimistic person. It's irony that I made up my mind that a genuine smile or a loyal heart from me ain't enough at all. Frankly, I do bearing someone's grudge because of his irresponsible action. Unfortunately, I hate that someone who did something wrongly and just let it be without any effort to recuperate on what he had done. Then now, he still treating like nothing happened and I have no idea on what I should do. (I can still talk to him as usual but the way he is teasing me in every our conversation do hurt me badly and I won't forget the lesson you gave me that night.If you think this is your triumph then I will surrender.) Well~Perhaps I am the one who create the problems due to my narrow-minded, tolerance is always been in my heart but I hide it deeply inside carefully and never let it sneaking out from my mouth.Are you never the same or I am the one who changed a lot? I am depressed because reality weaken our relationships yet others may have the victory for their straightforward. Words are swords. If you want to comment or slander someone please beware and make sure the victim never be exposed. May be you are not doing this purposely but that person may be hurted by you indirectly. So, look around, think critically and speak smart.

In the end, Bybae K.O.
To one of my best friend:
I know you would never read my blog.Can you remember everytime you were
crying sadly in front of me and I am always the one who comforted you.
Now, I can feel the same as you.I can say that I am different from them.
Let's us get along together and bury the roguery underneath.

I cannot say my intuition is precies.
I dare to say that sometimes
I can read someone's mind
yet not everyone's
but is the one
who is devil for me.

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