My first autumn in Japan and I am pretty lonely. The fallen leaves and the freezing cold wind blows towards my warm face. It has been months and seasons yet I still cannot remember the disappearance of you from my life forever. I remember that night, my tears bursted out of you because I thought you were still can watch me for every important processes in the rest of my life. This is the second times, I dreamed of you and it is the third times I have to accept the fact. I know the feeling of repentance will get stronger as time passes because I dislike the leaving without a word. I know god wants me to learn how to accept and let go of you. Last night, I saw you alive right by my side but you left me again...... The reality never changed and I am not changing as before... I am still sad....
This morning, I strolled around the campus alone. I really enjoyed my time with the falling maple leaves along the quiet alley (I longed for this red leaves watching in Canada when I was in my secondary school). The journey alone might be timid, sometimes I lose the courages, the only motivation is the instinct of adventurer. It keeps me moving to the unknown future. It is similar to the fact that I would never know when I can actually let go of you...
有人说叶子的离开是受不住风的诱惑～
我看这片红叶只不过是想把愉快的红点缀大地的黑～
每一片红叶都承载着枫树的祝福～
从树枝展翅，轻盈地飘舞，完美的降落～
虽然短暂却都是赏心悦目的过程～
秋季也谓思念之季～
遍地的落叶，数不尽的思念～
任由无关痛痒的人无情践踏～
只有付出情感的人才懂得珍惜～
每每红枫叶都是种种美好回忆～
想说不要执着于离开了枫树避风港～
就算失去了曾经最真挚的亲近～
总会有个人把你捧在手中～
你愿意成为我的神仙棒吗？
陪我创造更多神奇的未来吗？
I miss you
