I was thinking deeply alone in front of my laptop and I had a conclusion that I always been a happy girl in front of others yet I seldom share my sadness with others. I am wondering why this will be happened? May be I am LEO so I won't share bad things due to my stupid reputation? May be I have low self-esteem? May be I am pretending to act as a strong woman? May be I have communication difficulty to express myself? Who knows?? The only thing I know is that in others' eyes ,I am a smart girl who always fooling around and relaxing without harassment. I prefer to bring happiness to others rather than grumble at them.
I have been long time never hang out with my gang~ I do miss them very much~ Even if I want to meet my best buddy, Swei through internet also seen like a difficult task since she is so busy with her stuff. By the way, I am chatting with another best buddy, Say Er right now. I have asked her what kind of title will be more attractive and how to make my articles more interesting. She asked me whether I want to write about love, studies, life or money. I make no senses with them but I was surprised with the ideas that she gave me and those words had entertained me in this moment. I would like to share all of them here :
~Love is bullshit. Emotion is bullshit. I am a rock. A jerk. I'm an uncaring asshole and proud of it.~
~A lot of women don't know how to vent and deal with emotions.~
~Nothing vivifies, and nothing kills, like the emotions.~
~Words are impotent to describe certain emotions.~
~Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.~
p/s: I purposely ask her to give me more phrases so that i can put them here covertly. ~A lot of women don't know how to vent and deal with emotions.~
~Nothing vivifies, and nothing kills, like the emotions.~
~Words are impotent to describe certain emotions.~
~Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you.~
Sometimes mum is great,
while silence shows peaceful,
may be this is the only way for me
to calm down and
keep me apart from
hubbub and rumor.
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