♥ Heartbeat ♥

I was sad last week and I could not find the reason why I was so down. Anyway, I would like to apologize to my friends that I was grim last week. I was absolutely contrast with the Bybae before who smile, laugh and active everyday yet i became quiet, pessimistic and emotional. Is it due to the stress and tension from my exam? It's funny that when i sms my best friend Swei that i was sad and she came my house and asked me whether i was depressed because of love. I laughed out once she asked me like this. This year I will just concentrate on my studies and hope that I can have good achievement in my STPM. So...I don't think I will get troubles in love...

Well, I think I have been relaxing these few days and I get back my "heartbeat" now. In spite of the PPT exam is around the corner, I neither sit still in front of my desk nor holding the books whenever or wherever I can. Apart from that, I found many ways to let myself escaping from studying. I watched movies, played with my cousins, learnt cooking from my relative's maid, followed Swei's sister to her friend's wedding dinner's venue and played my favourite piano ( actually is not my piano ).

Yesterday I went Swei house with my niece's piano score and I went there to use her sister's piano because I felt pressure at home. Eventhough my piano's skill still very poor, I enjoyed myself very much. I found back myself when the moment i playing piano. I love the feeling yet I can't really read the note , I hope this feeling will not disappear from my life forever. Back to my story, Sling asked me accompany her to borrow key-boardfrom Ah Lok because I know where is his house.

After that, she brought me to her friend's house. Her friend just newly-married the day before and she planned to play a song entitled "Marriage D'amour" which also means "Dream Marriage". She learnt this song purposely just for her wedding and I don't know how to play this song yet I read the piano score of this song before. I enjoyed this song because it gives my a comfortable feeling and the music played by piano can bring away my worries. I think it is a fantasy and romantic wedding with her truely heart to play the piano song for her lovely husband. I wish secretly in my heart that I want to have a piano in my wedding and I want to play it in the wedding party.

I was standing on the stair and I took the chance to capture this scenery.

Another view side. I like balloons ^^
How if i make a balloons' rainbow in my wedding party?
I think it's a great idea.

This was how i spent my whole saturday with Sling and her friends. At night, I went out with Swei and we did our traditional activity that is "long gai". I think my friends who came to Tanjong Sepat should be familiar with this. We realised that our primary school's classmate will going to marry the next day (this morning). Wish every couples live happily forever ^^

I borrowed the key-board this noon. I was busying to take this key-board from Sling's bf and finally i can enjoyed it alone in my house. My mummy was wondering where did i get this and she asked me why i am especially fond of piano. I just returned her a big smile like this :) ... She inspired me that i deserved a piano if i get STRAIGHT A's in my STPM. I don't know i should happy or sad. First is because I have been longing a piano few years before. Second is it's a tough task for me to get even only an A in STPM but now she asked for STRAIGHT. Let it be~

To piano : i gave up on you when I was 12 years old. I felt regret for my decision. I swear I would never try to give up you anymore and I will appreciate you yet now i need to concentrate on my studies. I decided to learn piano on my own. I love piano ^^
p/s : I can't make sure I will handle piano very well at least I know some songs. haha....

The further you go,
the more you gain.
Take a short rest
if you are too fast,
you will discover something
you may miss out,
get it immediately
and it is yours.