Recently, I was inspired by a local mandarin's movie named "The Journey" and I am going to share parts of my journey here although it had been abandoned for quite some times. I was in a phone call with my dearest man few days ago, undoubtedly it was homesick although I am already pursuing nearly four years in this land which is far across the South China Sea from my hometown. I feel perplexed by many elements surrounding me and yet I have the difficulty to express myself. This is obvious when I was assigned (automatically) as leader of some groups to accomplish my projects and tasks. Sometimes, I really envy my friends, they have the fearless spirit to grab anything they wanted to and to release themselves whatever they are unable to withstand. They are just perfect in expressing and releasing they vent or happiness in an easy way. Since when I forgot my personality, I guess I must be lost it along my journey when I go further......
In my journey, I met many wonderful people and experienced awesome things and places. I discovered different parts of myself and I lose some of them, this is how I keep searching, gaining and losing after so many years. I realized that sometimes I was improving yet I was falling back because I never practice myself to record my present thoughts and reflections instantly. As time passes, I find myself lack of writing experiences to express myself appropriately. I feel happy now because I start writing again after a long time. This is my journey, this is my story, this is my lifestyle.
Love is a sostenuto practice,
to families, friends and lover.
Love is an intensive shortcut,
to growing, succeed and wisdom.
Love is a sharing moment,
through the bitters and sweets.
Life is like a hot air balloon,
sustains dreams and adventures,
rises up by warmer air in cool circumstance,
reminds me to keep a lighter heart in heavy mood,
goes down by letting out the hot air in the balloon,
shows me venting out bad temper can lead to disasters.
This is how my journey is all about,
enjoy it while balance it.
