♥ Self-Healing ♥

I have a story book~
This story book is still processing~
Perhaps it will become a history book~
I bet it will become a memoir in the future~
It may be a private collection~
Yet I hope you will be the only reader for the book~

I smile sweetly at my bloody wound~

with warm tears rolling in my eyes~

blowing it gently with my pink lips in O-shape~

A deep breath refreshing me~

I know it's time to let go~

Be a free girl soaring for better dreams~

♥ STOoooNE-Ly HEART ♥

I say ♥ is soft ~

Tolerance can be seem with a soft heart.

I say ♥ is warm ~

Warm can be felt with an enthusiastic heart.

I say ♥ is sincere ~

Sincere can be found with a true heart.

I say ♥ is tough ~

A tough heart is transformed when determination is made.

I found this special love shape stone at Lembah Bujang.

To Mr. L.C :

Please make me yours~

Or else I will be leaving peacefully~

From Ms. L.C

♥ Determination ♥

Frankly, human is a creation which is hard to understand and we can't judge a book by its cover. Everyday, we keep learning, practicing and experiencing to perform the perfect part of us to get a better life. Undoubtedly, what we are looking for is the outcome of happiness and gain more laughter in our life.

Some people Study HARD

while

Some people Work HARD

yet

Some people Play HARD

but

How to measure the Determination in someone?

As for me, I always longing for the simpleness. An insignificant action can bring me UP and DOWN! So, any single thing done by me can be counted as my determination towards my life as long as it is out of my life routine with some craziness.By the way, I learnt this very well and I practiced it thoroughly during my 4 months holidays.

1. I set my mind free for 4 months~ My brain must be rusting right now! =.="
2. I gained weight!! Pretty much!!
3. I traveled with my gangs and family~ 4 to 5 trips if not mistaken~
4. I tried to sleep alone at night~ I have to get used to this as I am staying in single room this sem~
5. I cut my hair short!! I keep my hair long since 9 years ago!!! NO REGRETsssssss~~

~BEFORE~

~AFTER~

p/s: I feel so fresh and excited after hair cutting ^^ I like my new hairstyle. =)

End of something must not be depressed~

Begin of something must not be pleased~

Even if tomorrow is the end of the world~

It will be the end of the misery and the begin of the prosperity~

That's the way we live for us ^^ you guys and me ♥

♥ Blissful Moment ♥

~ I ♥ Cake ~

~ I ♥ Nyonya Dumpling ~

~ I ♥ Malacca ~

I don't remember since when I am enamored to cake. I found out that I miss to eat cake so badly when I was in Kuching. Secret Recipe will comes into my mind when I want to eat cake at Unimas. That day, my coursemate discussed about the Layer Cake which is popular in Malacca and it really took my attention. So, I made up my mind to find the shop when I back from Kuching again.

I went traveling about 10 days with my seniors since the second day I went home from Unimas. Unfortunately, my grandparents were involved in accident at the last day of the trip. Without hesitation, I went Malacca together with my parents to visit my grandparents. Lastly, I decided to stay at Malacca to look after them for a fortnight. I learned many recipes from my grandma during this two weeks at Melacca. Apparently, I have many jolly moments with my grandparents and my relatives here.

Checklists done in this two weeks :

• Learning home cooking dishes.
• Learning how to play violin (the basic).
• Baking egg tart.
• Making nyonya dumpling.
• Tasting layer cake at Nadeje Patisserie Cafe.

Lets pass into the photo section :

You guys don't doubt me. All the dishes above were cooked by chef Bybae ^^

My cousin's violin. I only learned one simple kid's song.

Egg tart is one of my favourite food~

I am glad that my first try was so successful ^^

Nyonya dumpling is one type of Malacca heritage cuisine.

My grandfather's mum is from baba-nyonyas family so I as their descendant should learn how to make it. Actually I made this before but this time I learned the more proper dumpling wrapping skill.

I had high tea with my cousin and auntie at Nadeje Patisserie Cafe this afternoon. My piece was chocolate banana and my drink was summer dream ( non-alcoholic cocktail). I would like to recommend the ice shake too! It melted in my mouth so softly~ thumbs up!!

I ain't perfect~

The more I look back of my past,

The more I realized that I was bad.

Yet it never stops me to become better ^^

I still ♥ myself so much ~

♥ Stress-LESS Study+Exam weeks ♥

These were what I done during my study week and exam week ^^

They said :" We do everything during study week except STUDYING!"

Frankly, I feel the same and the hypothesis is proven~

Anyway, I do enjoyed the moments with my dear friends~

HERE WE GO >>>>>>>>>>

First durian in Unimas ^^

Sushi King at Boulevard.

I heart sunflowers !

Face-Wall in Apartment when there wasn't internet connection~

This is what called SS-ing = Syok Sendiri ^^

Our first pizza cake for the housemate.

A surprise with my lovely housemates.

Simple yet wonderful lunch~ We are talented!!

Another birthday part for the housemate who taught me a lot during my study and exam week ^^

Another paradise in Unimas.

A day with my coursemates ^^

3 genius in front of me!!

My dinner~ yummy ^^

We cry when we are sad!

We sing when we are happy!

We jump when we are excited!

We silent when we are serious!

We enjoy when we cherish among us!

Just do it instantly

because there isn't second take next time!

♥ Sweet Sour Me ♥

♥ Self-snapping moment ^^ ♥

The pink and pearly white balloons were so romantic ^^

Wonderful Sunday with the sweet cotton candy ^^

If I can have an aeroplane,

this will be the best thing for me right now..

My corporate shirt of my college ^^

My grandest cotton candy in my life ^^

p/s : I realized something yet I have to keep it from you.

I choose to leave and keep moving forward,

yet I come back to the original place

and stay at the same place again...

I am here when you aren't here,

you are there when I am there...

When can I stop confusing??

♥ SunGlasses Bybae ♥

Seriously, I have been exhausted recently. I have been exposed to new people, new task, new environment and new challenges. Undoubtedly, I gained new experiences again ^^ I was unspoken and I would rather to keep silent than nagging all the time. There is an ego in my heart. I knew it~ Nothing can change..

Sunglasses brighten my day ^^
You know why??
Because it makes me feel that I am COOL ~ ♥

Day time with sunglasses

Night time with sunglasses

P/s : Just a simple short post to you guys showing that Bybae is still alive and living her Uni life diligently.

Lord told me that he will bring somebody to me,
bring someone that for me to love~
bring someone that will love me with his true heart ^^

♥ Viva Bybae ♥

I have been through a wickedly week and today is the termination of the torment. I feel glad to received great news after the examination in specialist hospital. I experienced on how to love and care to someone sincerely. I wish to have a friend so passion and enthusiasm just like me in my life!! (over-confident~ * chuckle in front of my lappy * ^^)

It's raining quite often last week and today I saw the lovely sun shining on my face (",) I can sense the warm in her heart ♥ so vividly and the rainbow in there smiling at me ^^ This is a heart to heart connection between people so naturally.

Last night, a nice boy treated me and my friend a wonderful dinner and yet I did a stupid thing in the end. But it is a sweet meal~ Sorry to my dear roommate that you are the victim that can't able to share the food because of my careless >.<"

I had a relaxing conversation with a girl just now, what she had told me is really inspiring me. She told me that fate isn't mean it has to be near, sometimes it just comes suddenly and it really means it's your destiny. I feel envy that she married to a good and responsible guy. She said :" He is the only one can let me feel that he can be reliable and he is better than what I thought after I married to him." I can feel the power from her words deep in my heart. I am happy that I am still single now because I don't simply pick a boyfriend randomly before this. ( I am still waiting for the right man in my life ^^)

p/s: I love to stay in room 214 ^^ I will never forget our agreement in 214~ ♥

Love is not found through searching,
it's always there for you~
Love is something which surpasses
gentleness and strength~

♥ Heart Query ♥

I love to ask questions~
I want to know what is the thing...
I want to know who make this...
I want to know why it will like this...
I want to know when it happens...
I want to know where it will gone..
I want to know how is it be...

To be honest, I feel that today I am mature. No smiling face, No funny expressions, No flirting, No playful actions... I don't mind how people judge on me. I don't bother why people don't understand me. I don't care what is the response from them. I am still believing that the one I care for will feel it through their heart someday, somehow, somewhere... I am pondering how life be and how to treasure the things and people in my life. I have been working so hard to live my simple life...(We learned lessons from every single experience in our life. Thanks to you for teaching me how to love and appreciate.)

When I start knowing you, it takes a few second of my life...
When I start talking to you, it takes a few days of my life...
When I start mixing with you, it takes a few weeks of my life...
When I start concerning about you, it takes a few months of my life..
When I start understanding you, it takes a few years of my life...
When I have to let go you, it takes my whole life...

I am praying harder for you to be healthy ^^
Faithfully from Bybae~ ♥

♥ Love is in my mind ♥

At this particular time, I am busy with my university life. Everyday, I am busy with my projects, proposals, assignments, quiz, tests and college's activities. It has been one week I didn't contact with my lovely family members and my dear friends. Frankly, I came back to my university with the heaviest heart ever in my life due to the pretty short holidays for my Chinese New Year celebration. Last two days I was skype-ing with my grandparents and my best buddy Vivian. I felt so warm even it was only a short web-caming and I really treasured the conversation very much~ ♥

I received my mum's call just now during my college's JPK meeting. I have strong feel when I heard her sweet voice as I was so exhausted after I had a day long activity today. Moreover, I just finished a Japanese drama which entitled : 'A Litre of Tears' this evening, seriously I cried badly when watching it. I am inspired by Aya Kito of her strong determination to live on and on even she has to fight against her incurable disease.

I won't write diary like what the actress do but I will express my feeling on here to the one I love and care for. Without hesitation, I want to say I MISS you guys so much~!

I MISS my PARENTS
I MISS my BROTHERS
I MISS my GRANDPARENTS
I MISS my UNCLES & UNTIES
I MISS my COUSINS
I MISS my BEST SISTERS
I MISS my FRIENDS
I MISS my DOG too~

deep in my heart~

I ♥ the moment we smile together ^^

♥ Kuching again ♥

Hello world ^^ My holiday was definitely to relax and enjoy~ That's why I abandoned my blogspot for quite a long time~ haha~ Anyway, I am still not in the mood to write a long story today~
I realized that once I having many things need to do it right in front of me, the stronger I feel that I want to escape from it...Unfortunately, I received 1 individual assignment the day before I return to my university...Moreover, I have to complete all the paper works for the activities in my college by the next Friday.. Apparently, it's time for me to practice my time management again~
In short, I am facing some problems right now yet I believe in myself can settle it in the better way...I hope so~ xD Hey my friends, please cross your fingers and pray for me ^^
Wish Bybae all the best~ ^^
p/s : I really used to be alone already..It isn't the right time for you to come into my life...sorry~